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JOURNAL #3- 05/15/2001, 23:40
"I dont know how high i am, but i must be verrrrrryyy!"
You move...I like I want to...to see...like your eyes do...we are...downstairs...where no one else...can see...new life...break away..i feel like more...
Ticks and Leecjhes (lee -j-sh')
SUC K ME DRY
drier than the mate of earthly lore
SUC KMEDRY!!!!!!!!
Ticks and Leeches Ticks and leeches
That little parasite
SUCK!
-^>
my friend is used and borrowed, journalistic
nice screams maynard, the <hwaaa!> screams!
I HOPE YO SHOKE ON IT
SHUCK IT LONG< SHUCK IT HARD
3 <2 ? NO 3>2 YES
Marijuana releases the tention, opens the mind, and strenghtens the soul. Weed may seem bad, simply because it is mind altering. But mind altering shouldnt not always be considered a bad thing. Our mind is by far not perfect. If it were, we would be super intelligent and know everything. Rather, our mind goes through changes in order for us to gain knowledge and evolve; this is a very long process for us to gain knowledge. Now "mind-altering" can be used to reach into those undiscovered, unknown processes of the brain, and free it. This is what is meant by saying "opens the mind". We open new windows, new visions, new understanding. We focus all our energy on this that we often react slow to other going on events, but because of our ability to speedily analyze things, we open new doors in our mind. This is how musicians often write their best music in an altered state of mind. this is how philosophical stoners are able to contemplate new possibilities while under the influence of marijuana. I for one propose that every person attempt to use marijuana at least once in their life. Just so they can open these new windows in their mind, and learn more about themselves, and learn what it is like to be mind altered. Unless you try using marijuana, you will not understand what mind altering truly is. alcohol is not a mind-altering substance, as alcohol does not open any intelligent sectors of the brain, it only opens up sectors for fun and enternaiment. Marijuana on the other hand causes deep and critical thought, deep inner-self reflection. One marijuana use in a life can totally make you realize whats wrong with you r life and how you can change it...self reflection, understanding, and contemplate
"ver thinking, over analyzing, seperates the body from the mind"
-Lateralis
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I dont know what the point of that Sears thing was
Now i listen to disposition, a grea tsong
"I watched the weather change"
tablas in
beautiful reflection of life
about how everyone has seen all kinds of things throughout their
life
"the weather change" means "ive had good times and bad times, I
understand that life changes"
"mention this to me" means "tell me about it, i know what your talkin'
about"
Sometimes life seems to be a twisted mess of tunnels, but you have
to be willing to look at the highs and lows. this does not mean alwayts
just be happy and look at the bright side of things. it just means to look
at ALL sides of things. when you are sad just be sad, but dont ever stay
sad. also, dont ever stay happy too long, otherwise you reach a peak; in
other words, somethingh that made you happy before no longer makes you
happy because its no longer out of reach
Now "reflection" another song which awakesn the darkest feelings in your mind. this song i meant to take you to another place. keyboard/synthesized sound kicks in. Fuckin trippy! its like i follow a tunnel, darkness at the end, many twists and turns. it seems to go on forever, more of the same. the tunnel keeps twisting and turning. as i come to the slow realization that i will be crawling through this tunnel the rest of my life to know end, i begin to contemplate the meanings of life itself. Is our goal in life to reach the end of the tunnel, and if we dont reach the end we just lose, or is our goal in life to try to get AS FAR as you can, and theres no exact dividing line between winners and loser; you just try to do real well (values of distance travelled in tunnel are not quantized). Reaching hte end of the tunnel is a goal that you know there is a slim chance of achieving. should you keep trying anyway, know ing that youll probably never reach the end, or do you just not try? just giving up would be a pussy way out, it would be like giving up in the first quarter when down 7-0. thats jsut stupid. never give up unless youre at a total loss, and youve had time to try. like if its halftime and youre down 36-3. At that point you know youll lose ,so you basically give up by taking all your good players out. itslike you'll try, but youve conceded loss. it aint funning oing uphill to get back to where you should be. the steeper the slope the less the chance of climbing.
Ah well, mes gonna eat then go to bed, because i do have class at 9:05 am. it was nice contemplating and reflecting on myself during this session of mind alteration through use of cannibas inhalation. I shall sign off at the conclusion of this Keenan/Carey/Jones/Chancellor song concludes.
Before we hide away
Befrorw we hid aeway
before we hide away
Before we hire the day to day
the dat today
the day today
dush dush turbulence
gforce
geforce
jeeforce
jefours
Jeefours=G-force
good night, the song has concluded
peace out. final advice: You know what, youre a good guy. people like you. stay how you are. remeber whos important, and dont reach for that which eaither is simply unnachievable, or something that you know will end up breaking your heart. Dont waste opportunities, But dont always imagine opportunities in places where there clearly is not. lastly, remember that the gateway to a persons soul is through the eyes. This means that ye, you should look into her eyes to look at her soul, but more importantly, let her look into your eyes to view your soul...then maybe she will truly understand you...