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JOURNAL #56- 03/31/2003, 21:23
"Brilliant catch of my non-stoned-ness
thinking's faults!"
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Caught something good!
Don't focus on what to do in case of being turned down, but rather think
about the positive response to your advances!
(I'm beginning to have a stoned schizophrenic episode. Don't mind me
:)
Evil: Ha ha brain! I caught you in your fault!
Brain: That's fine, I coulda figured that shit out eventually
Evil: No ...
Brain: Ha ha I got you again! This ploy to get in a conversation with
you revealed you to me! Ha
Evil: Well I guess I'm the asshole then (Shot out to Rabbit from SuperTroopers...great
fuckin' movie)
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Pretty crazy intro huh?
I'm back and it feels good! But don't get too used to me, because I'm
probably not gonna be back on to post more of my random babbling stoner crap
(but i know you love it :) until April 20, 2003. That fine arbitrarily chosen
day shall be good for me...
That just got me thinking...Does anyone read this fuckin' journal? Yeah
you...person whos reading this right now...do you actually come back to my
site on a somewhat regular basis to see whether ive posted something new?
Are you some hot chick who's thinking "God I want to meet this stoner guy
so I could suck his dick all night long" ? Not that I expect that you ever
really would end up sucking my dick all night long (maybe just a few hours
:) , but i am curious if anybody actually reads my shit!
Not that i dont have confidence in myselfa nd my brain, its just when
i post this shit like 80% of it is bullshit, but ... ok maybe like 95%, but
everynow and then theres something good in there which has improved my life....that
why i say that we should all embrace the culture of what the green leaf provides....yes
it can make you think and laught at worthless things, but sometimes you just
think of an important message, and it reflects the way you think all the
time...people smoke marijuana (yeah i said it.,..thats how strongly i feel
about it) to get int touch with their thoughtsand feelings...its like we're
otherwise so driven by pop-culture that we cant get in touch with our true
feelings...fuckin laugh tracks on sitcoms are the perfect example...i was
watchin seinfeld earlier, and the laught tracks suddenly hit me and i was
like holy shit i cant believe that something like that still exists in modern
tv...its like why the fuck should we have to listen to an audience laughting
when wwe ajust want to watch a fucjkijng sitcom we dont need the media telling
us whats funny and whats not, it encourages stupid poeopleto laught whenever
they think they should.... im sorry i cant fuckin type coirrrectly anymore
because im no longer looking at the screen so 8i dont know whetheter i am
typing correctl but i think i am doniing [pretyty good as i am catching all
of my mistakes while concurrently thinking of what i should say next
holy shit theis is wone of the most "the-way-i-felt-it-should-be-when-i-started-this-god-damn-journal"
type entries
Believe me i dont feel hostility towards this journal like i have been
thinking that i might feel towards.........
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hime ( i cabnt even saty it becaise it means a lot to me i think
isohuld fuckin cry it out
be right back
so heres sometinh to ponder,,,...
do i blame smoking dope on him as if i feel smoking has been the problem...
or so i blame him
fuck man i dont think my fuckin arguments made qany sense
like a fuckin fuckwad
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gone check my hotmail
quick thought: sinancial stability is
one thing i should develop my confidence in..i fuckn havfe i just need to
convince myself that...and need to remember why i have that...
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Another crazy thought: Caroline was NOT a match... even without regard
to the main issue that you felt it was...she wasnt that great of actach....not
bad looking, but not really that interesting either....the hell with her!
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ah... even in jake emails you can sense his whipped-edness
Other random thoughts::
shoit i xant rthink of any rite now
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gonnw close door again
aggjally im gonna go downstares and clean sum shite uop. ill be back
in a little bit in these same vuggen entry as youz reedin rite naow. mee
ligz the wayz of tawkin
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peece owt!
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shiznit im back, its 10:37 PM (or 22:37
for those nerdy fuchs)
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Back again, 00:06 on April fools day...crazy shit i just realized that
its aprilfools day. anyways im outta here. lates
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