JOURNAL #64- 10/12/2003, 00:33
"A Rare Schizophrenic Episode"
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I am having a rare stoned schizophrenic episode where I need to tell my
non-stoned self something very important...apparently the green leaf, when
used sporadically in moderation with somewhat long breaks of rare usage in
between, has once again proven to be a good counseling session. A sessionwith
myself, in which I can see things that may be difficult to see when sober.
The following statement are true:
(and remember that they are true; don't second guess because deep down you
know they are)
Rita is a sad lonely case.
I don't know what it is, but I think she probably has some deep seeded issues
that she needs to deal with, and you definitely don't want to get involved
in it.
She rarely puts out and when she does its not very good (for several reasons)
She's expensive to be around
She's lame when she's not drunk
She has bad communications skills...like she's afraid to talk directly to
people.
She has no fashion sense...not that I'm big on fashion and style, but my
god those clothes looked terrible!
She mooches your alcohol.
She isn't a good kisser.
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Yeah i guess i could make a list of good things about her, but i wont waste
my time because i know that it will be much shorter and the things on the
list wont even be stuff that is that big of a deal.
I'm glad I made this list...rather than focusing on what will happen if
I do stick with I focus on reasons why I shouldn't stick with her, and this
list is much more powerful of an argument than the other one would have been.
Now i shall masturbate, to something neutral and not that bitch Rita
yes, these are my parting words:
FUCK THAT BITCH RITA...NOT LITERALLY (LOL), TO HELL WITH HER.
YOU DONT NEED HER SORRY ASS
WHAT A FUCKIN HEADCASE!!! I MEAN SERIOUSLY, THAT SOME SHIT THAT DOES NOT
NEED TO GO ANY FURTHER.
IF IT COMES DOWN TO IT, JUST BE A FUCKING MAN AND TELL HER THAT I DONT WANT
TO SEE HER ANYMORE!!!
BLUNT? YES. WILL I FEEL BAD FOR A LITTLE WHILE AFTER I SAY IT? YES. WILL
I BE GLAD THAT I DID IT AFTERWARDS?
HELL FUCKING YES I WILL BE GLAD I DID IT. OH SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE.
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All right I'm mellowing out from that psychopathic....i mean schizophrenic
episode
the last time i got that riled up when stoned was when the Niners fuckin
were getting there asses kicked by the Minnesota Vikings, and i was
really pissed about that
Shit well now im going to masturbate....guess i got a little ahead of myself
during that schizophrenic episode.
G'night and thanks for tuning in to my own personal reality television show.
Peace, we outta here.
