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12/20/03 01:23
"Dealing with Jessica"
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Yeah I put a name in the title. Now granted the name will be changed for
internet posting, but still. its not often that i do that, in fact i think mary
is the only girl who got that status (man she was cute, too bad she turned out
tobe a typical fuckin teasing little bitch with no intention of anything...but i
digress).
The best way to deal with Jessica:
next time i see her (which may actually be like 2 weeks from now (shit this may
make it even better)
side thought 1: gotta be careful to not delete this file tomorrow
side thought 2:
It may be better because
shit brain fart, gott not worry about side thoughts and hope they come back
later...
haha man wee is crazy shit.
well it'll come back
quick hit:
gotta say to jessica:
"I want to ask you something, and please dont take this the wrong way, i just
want you to be honest, but is there anything between us?"
if she doesnt understand then explain further:
"do you have any feelings for me?"
and say it confidently like that. dont bullshit, dont beat around the bush, dont
be afraid to ask. nothing to lose. if she still seems confused or isnt giving a
clear answer then ask another blint question (again confidently):
"could you see ever going out together?"
if things are looking real good after any of the above steps then move on to
explain to her your situation and proceed forward slowly (which is cool because
thatll be good for me)
SIDE NOTE: DAMN I SERIOUSLY UNDERSTAND NOW WHY YOU GOTTA JACK OFF BEFORE A
DATE...YOU CANT GO IN WITH A LOADED GUN!!!
DONT THINK WITH YOUR GODDAMN DICK!!!
(because if you think with your head your dick will be happier, it just need to
be patient.)
heres the scoop on the steve situation:
ah fuck it i just thought about it and its not worth writing up...ive said most
of what i wanted to say about my thoughts on my situation....i felt pretty good
about the situation before, and now i feel even better about it. worst case
scenario: she says no, and even if that happens (which hopefully wont but it
wont be then end of the world by any means if she does) I can write up some
contingency plans to make the situation
say this: (damn this is fuckin great)
"thanks for being honest. I kinda didn't want to ask you for a while because i
didnt want things between me and chris to be wierd. And also i like hanging out
with you and i dont want things to be wierd between us."
this is perfect even in the negative event. ill get my chance with her first
before anyone else (specifically jon or steve) gets theres, and if it doesnt
work out for me, they are more than welcome to
and if this does work out for me then itll be great. wow she really is a great
girl...worth waiting for. ywah if she says no ill be kinda bummed about it, but
i can move on real quick and ill still have a good friend.
and if it does work out then if anyone asks "is she too good for you?" then i
can respond "not too good but very good"
pretty, cute, intelligent, quiet, nice, sweet, ... adorable...definately
adorable. if she ever ask me a question along the lines of why i like her i
would describe her as adorable. oh yeah and shes totally chill too, some have
described as a bit nerdy but shit that doesnt bother me at all.