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JOURNAL #72- 01/16/2004, 00:09
"Play the cards right and hope for honesty...its a win-win situation"

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If shes honest then all will be good.

That's why shes so great

I think its a lack of trust that she has

It's ok because I have to be honest with my similar lack of trust

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on another note...why was the media so fucking stupid in dealing with that clone-aid shit...no fuckin respect for science


shit


that pisses me off


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shit its reat, if theres any doubt in her mind that means over 50%

even if there is a doubt in her mind then that proves that theres feelings which keeps her over 50% so therefore that is a paradox and its an illogical conclusion that its less than 50%

shit yeah its great to be a logical person and understand that


and i think shes like that in a lot of ways as well which is whats so great about her

and she puts in a bit of effort to look good...enough so that she definitely looks good and very cute, its also not so much that she needs her looks to define who she is...and that lets her be herself and impress people with her personality and intelligence

and its great that she respects what i do...i doubt shell ever ask me for an incredibly mathematically technical explanation, but she will be able to understand concepts and not be completely clueless about things

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to be completely honest...id guess that this girl masturbates and know how to please herself well...how else could anyone be so non-positive-sign-giving-in-relationshipial-matters-and-affairs-and-such-and-suff

just remember: the key is honesty


if she says she wants to pursue these matters then thats great...i know ill do the right things when it comes down to matters where i have the opportunity to not do the right thing...she would make me a better person in that matter.

if she says no and shes honest about it then we can just go on and be friends as we are now, even with akwards moments in between, i still have no qualms about any time ive ever had with her


ive hung out with her just me and her, and its great

ive hung out with her with a group of my close friends around, and its great

ive hung around with her with a group of many people, some close friends and some just acquantances and some just strangers, and its great


id shes worried about other sides of me, she doesnt have to be...shes seen all the emotional sides of me...maybe not the really deep down personal stuff, but i dont feel or i guess i should say i wouldnt feel bad talking about it to someone who i trust and whom i know is genuine


wow the things of heard about her compared to the things id expected of her compared to my impression of her having known her known her for a while are all so different from eachother


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