JOURNAL #72- 01/16/2004, 00:09
"Play the cards right and hope for honesty...its a win-win situation"
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If shes honest then all will be good.
That's why shes so great
I think its a lack of trust that she has
It's ok because I have to be honest with my similar lack of trust
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on another note...why was the media so fucking stupid in dealing with that
clone-aid shit...no fuckin respect for science
shit
that pisses me off
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shit its reat, if theres any doubt in her mind that means over 50%
even if there is a doubt in her mind then that proves that theres feelings which
keeps her over 50% so therefore that is a paradox and its an illogical
conclusion that its less than 50%
shit yeah its great to be a logical person and understand that
and i think shes like that in a lot of ways as well which is whats so great
about her
and she puts in a bit of effort to look good...enough so that she definitely
looks good and very cute, its also not so much that she needs her looks to
define who she is...and that lets her be herself and impress people with her
personality and intelligence
and its great that she respects what i do...i doubt shell ever ask me for an
incredibly mathematically technical explanation, but she will be able to
understand concepts and not be completely clueless about things
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to be completely honest...id guess that this girl masturbates and know how to
please herself well...how else could anyone be so
non-positive-sign-giving-in-relationshipial-matters-and-affairs-and-such-and-suff
just remember: the key is honesty
if she says she wants to pursue these matters then thats great...i know ill do
the right things when it comes down to matters where i have the opportunity to
not do the right thing...she would make me a better person in that matter.
if she says no and shes honest about it then we can just go on and be friends as
we are now, even with akwards moments in between, i still have no qualms about
any time ive ever had with her
ive hung out with her just me and her, and its great
ive hung out with her with a group of my close friends around, and its great
ive hung around with her with a group of many people, some close friends and
some just acquantances and some just strangers, and its great
id shes worried about other sides of me, she doesnt have to be...shes seen all
the emotional sides of me...maybe not the really deep down personal stuff, but i
dont feel or i guess i should say i wouldnt feel bad talking about it to someone
who i trust and whom i know is genuine
wow the things of heard about her compared to the things id expected of her
compared to my impression of her having known her known her for a while are all
so different from eachother