JOURNAL #7- 02/29/2004, 02:15
"Obliviously Powerful"
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She may be the most obliviously poerwful girl (or person for that matter) i have
met in my life.
issues seem to be self-confidence at a certain level.
she really reminds me of me a couple years ago. she needs more confidence.
and the final conclusion of what to do is:
give up...the possibility is very slim. after that there has to be something
more for anything to possibly fix that.
theres no reason to be afraid to talk to her about this, or just dating in
general. but there's also no reason to force the topic. just let it come up in
conversation, im sure it will.
in future, i can always encourage her to shoot for the best
fuck, i gotta have people stop treating us like we're together
truly this can be blamed on the situation...on a misunderstanding...out of
respect for my friend
bad bad timing, if i had just met her a different way
to myself:
i really do need to go back to how things were, my priorities, and how to just
make the most of my time.