JOURNAL #79- 03/03/2004,23:32
"Definitely not 'The One' is Neo...the (not) Neo of my life"
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She really isn't the right person at the right time.
I need to think about what I think would be fun for me
Girls really do make things less fun.
I don't need to be drinking to come out and just be me
I know what I like, I know what I don't like
There's a lot of sides of me, and the people that I'm around bring out different
sides of me
she really doesnt get that its always a game between men and women
Shit
Dumb-bitch tease girl isnt the answer
Old crush who I missed my great chance with really isn't the answer either
And spend time thinking about the last prospect is definitely not the answer
The answer is out there, and the first step is to get myself back into the swing
of htings
some live boobs and pussy will certainly help me there
all this kazaa porn should be excellent
and if not gonna take the dumb bitch tease girl then i may as well torture the
shit out of her (haha not literally,i mean metaphorically) by just killing her
in the game she thought she great at.
god it would be sweet to have her begging and to tell her flat out no...i dont
fuck bitches
what a fucking bitch...someone needs to slap her (again not literally...man i
worry too much about this stuff ever being used against me in court. :)
she reminds me of that bitch mary...though i dont think mary was this evil