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Journal Entry 83 <---------- ???
correction: Journal Entry 84
07/15/06, 01:15
"Wow"
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So here I am... in Netherlands... Weed is legal !!! <... () (-:
so that what's its like around here. i've experienced it
really the kind of place where I'd go to hang out for a few hours on a
sunday afternoon
really reminds of the place I went with Grant, Lisa, and Sarah
Sarah is very cute...kinda reminds of me of Jessica (yes, that Jessica haha)
looks-wise, cool personality, really chill... though shes freaking MarrieD!
Crazy how back in '01 when I started doing this thing, the thought of
someone being freakin MarrieD was crazy... (except for Randy of course)
anyways, what to say
i knwo exactly what its time for... random thoughts...
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Random thoughts:
Wow dredg is fucking amazing I know I say that a lot but damn are these guys
brilliant
Being with so many brunettes has made me want blonds... kinda crazy huh!?
:-)
Your journey back to birth, its haunting you (with the fucking beautiful
piano in the background)
Need a new wallet.
And here's my freaking room key, sitting right on the desk where I new I
felt like I left something...
Wouldn't you?
YJBTE...IHYIHY
YDFTEIHYIHY
fucking piano awesome man
IBTYSTMTLITTDsGFRMH ITBTEN OYU
shit can't do that back to random though:
I2C interfacing is crazy shit
Reminds me back of the GAESI days
Me so high
Dutch pen crazy looking
Fuckin more crazy shit going on in the gulf. it almost seems like as shitty
as this ongoing thing is, if anyone drops a nuke ever over their then the
worlds fucked
so i guess time to ditch random thoughts and jump to the deep shit...
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Joanna. Shes great. she really is. where will it go? distance sucks. the
distance not even sucks because i dont see her much (though that does
suck...
a man needs his sex!), but also because it would help us determine where its
going a lot quicker. I don't think this can ever get serious if we stay
far apart... and its tough to wait for a conclusion. the work things adds a
whole other dimension to this to of course.
(shit forgot to log time earlier, just estimated the time based on the
amount of time passed since starting dredg cd, gotta revise that estimate by
a
minute actually, going to do that now if I can figure out this fucking
keyboard haha i just did and its fixed now now im going to fix the time
thing by one minute going now... damn pgup and pgdown suck with notepad)
so...joanna. damn the sex was good. thats a girl who understands men better
than any girl that ive hit it off with...well maybe ever, though most others
were younger.
haha i was just thinking about my seinfeld syndrome and how I need to learn
to get over it (and i have been, though distance might be a factor of why it
hasn't really hit me as much in this case)
shed be willing to try anal. awesome. she hasn't sucked my cock yet and isnt
really big on that...which totally TOTALLY sucks because i really want my
dick sucked good. i really want a fucking awesome bj dammit! but she says
that shell get around to it. damn thats a good tactic to use that she
uses...tempting anal and BJ's but holding off... at the same time though,
she'll fuck, and she'll fuck a lot which I have no problem with.
i like making her cum. shes a screamer, though she holds back her screams.
sometime i got to get her to just let go and fucking yell and scream
loudly... fuck that we be so great to see her do that.
.
.
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Alright done whacking off. Got that outta my system :-)
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Now I'm listening to Sang Real. Was about to switch to Arcade Fire but
decided to listen to SR first then I'll switch. Funny i was reading my last
post where I though that they would play real drums for this song. Funny how
i think a less than a week later I discovered that Dino DOES use a drum
machine and just plays piano throughout the song. Fucking amazing.
FTIOWWB
FTIOWWB
STAWCTAE
STAWCTAE
awesomeness in a fucking pod shaped device.
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I wonder what my next great conquest in life will be (damn philosophical
shit right there) (damn winamp skipped...stupid pod shaped device :-)
I notice that my smileys now always are :-) not :)
just totally awesomed out my winpamp shortcuts
anyways back to the philosophizing:
what will my next gret conquest be? I got through skool (hehe) and got a
kick-ass job job. I know that I can (and already am) working my way up the
ladder (of the industry, not necessarily just the company). I'm fucking
destined for greatness in this business. I have enough smarts, its just a
matter of experiece. Have to make sure. The great thing is that i'm not
kissing ass to get there. Granted, I'm doing what I'm told and doing what i
need to do in order to my job, but its working great and the right people in
the right places think so. Right now I have a fucking excellent reference of
a person in a high place
I'm tempted to finish up the book that i'm reading... NOW THERE'S A FUCKING
CRAZINESS THING THAT I JSUT SAID.
I can't believe that I'm into a book. I really can't remember being into a
book as much as I am with this...possibly ever. The feeling of wanting to
pick it up to see where it's going. I guess I found the key to choosing
books for me: it has to have constant action... i don't have the patience
for reading through a bunch of background and character development at the
beginning. When the characters develop as the story goes on- thats what I
like. In addition, if the middle is slow, then I'd get bored as well. I just
need to have things always going. No fucking pages and pages of bullshit
that may or may not be significant later. with movies i can deal with that,
but not books. the movie has to eventually go somewhere within the allotted
100-200 minutes. and those movies that dont... well those movies can suck my
ballllzz
Anyways, I think I'm going to do some reading now, so I'll sign. As is the
case with all posts from now on, this may very well be the last, and it may
very well not be. weed is not a signifcant part of my life anymore. i don't
really want it to be and im perfectly content with it not being that way.
though i still have no problems with it. tonight has been great. quite an
experience to feel the atmosphere of a smoking/coffee lounge in netherlands.
one that many know of but not many have done. All right I'm out. Latez.
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEE
OUUUUUUUUUUUUT FUCKA!
nooch
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