JOURNAL #85- 04/08/2008, 20:17
"Shit, can't believe I forgot about the music!"
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Finally! The fuckin front-A/V button. shitholes! :-)
Wow man, just realizing the fuckin scope of the situation... sitting here...
smoking (well really after smoking... thinking
to myself how chill this... doing one of the things that I've enjoyed doing on
and off over the years... a chance to be at
peace and relax myself... and thinking about things and reflect on life...
the music is a reflexion, in the style, the emotional reaction, the enrgy, the
thought=flowing ness of it, just everything...
over the years one of the biggest things that i constantly fret over and
reflected over is the quest for a girlfriend...
a GIRLFRIEND...
,
.
.
.
.
now i have one. i have a girlfriend. she's awesome so cool to hang with, smart,
fun, cute, sexy,
wow sex with her is freaking awesome. i wish i could touch her right now. i just
love hearing her moan and scream "oh god...
oh GOD!" thats so fucking hot and it just fuckin makes me cum real hard into her
wet pussy...
just thinking about her is making me really fuckin hard...
and the way she talks about how she masturbates... this girl is HORNY! and i'm
the one doing that to her
she's kinky... she likes do a lot of kinky shit, and its just begining... i have
a feeling she has a lot of fantasy's that
she hasn't told me about yet
i bet she would be turned on by my toy...
next time i see her i have to be ready to go... she likes that and i like doing
that to her
thursday i should so fuckin do that especially if i get home early.. i should
totally tell her to come over and meet at my
place and come in for a real quick drink. when she comes in ill be naked on the
couch masturbating, in fact i really should
be as turned on as possible and stroking myself.
NTS: definitely need to use my cream every chance i get until then
but anyways ill be stroking myself on the couch really hard and really into it,
on the verge of cumming, just in time for her
to finish me off...
ill come quick and she'll be so turned on... then we'll have to leave so i'll
tell her "guess you have to wait for your
orgasm" in a sexy voice "i bet you'll be thinking about it a lot" and as i tell
her i kind of touch her to associate it...
holy shit some of these tactics that are taught in the classes and books are
totally true, and i feel like i believe them
based on experience (!) not just from reading it. in fact think i already use
it. its a trick that totally works and i think
i already use it.
but anyways the science is making me soft...
of yeah, then i need to touch her a certain way as i tell her, and throughout
the night i touch her that way and get her
horny
she'll be so turned on by the end that she'll just have her way with me the
instant that she gets the chance. it'll be fuckin
awesome
NTS: little tricks like this take very little effort, get me laid quickly my way
and turn her on immensly, have her horny all
night, and then have her have her way with me.
what a damn good deal! i think i finally figured this shit out. :-) (whats up
with the smilies that i do all the time?)
Anyways, on to another discussion... (build up the horniness in myself for some
great masturbation later.)
Mew- And The Glass Handed Kites
An excellent work. Simply excellent. Emotional. Good.
(sorry to cut off review but realized that the next song is set to play Frengers
on the tracklist. That's good though, I got
through the big 7 tracks)
Mew- Frengers
Another (earlier) excellent work by this excellent band. Totally need to see
these guys live. About to start "Am I Wry? No" a
good opening track. This work has a power 3, which is less than the power 7 on
ATGHK. But if you look at the "power 10" so to
speak between the two albums, I would have to say all 3 of the Frengers Power 3
would fit into the top five of the power 10.
I think I'm going to try to rank the power 10 right now
Random thought: this is one of the awesomest parts of this overall awesome post.
Other random thought: need to deal with this food situation soon. Will look into
that immediately after listing power 10
The Mew Power 10:
156
Snow Brigade
Circuitry of The Wolf
Am I Wry? No
Special
Apocalypso
The Zookeeper's Boy
Why Are You Looking Grave?
Chinaberry Tree
Fox Cub
(cannot guarantee final spots for unheard songs, so therefore have put asterisks
beside 156 and Snow Brigade. Once I hear
each one I will remove the asterisk from its name. when reading this later no
more asterisk's can be present (but be sure
that know that they were!) since all songs were heard. will also note points
where asterisks were removed
156 does have some damn catchy stuff though. great song. i can be pretty sure
that at the end i will agree with my previous
analysis that the power 3 are in the top 5 of the power 10. in fact i'm guessing
that they will fit into the top 4.
i really may need to listen to Circuitry of the Wolf at the end to guarantee
that it deserve the top spot. i will now
asterisk CotW
<CotW asterisked>
156 is a good one. might be worthy of top 3 simply based <156 unasterisked> on
the whole energy that it finishes
But Snow Brigade is excellent. awesome chorus. man these guys are great.
random though: nts: need to piss soon, will do when getting up to deal with food
situation
back to the chorus of SB. man this is good. tough call between 156 and SB for
the #2 and #3 spots. But damn with the
relistening of CotW who knows they may take #1 and #2 or #1 and #3. Kinda
leaning towards 156 because of awesome finish with
1:33 to go in song. Still leaning towards 156 (-01:11). Still good though. I
think I'm putting 156 ahead of SB. CotW is up
now to see if it can hold onto the #1 spot, with 156 guaranteed at least the #2
spot, maybe the #1. <sB moved until after 156
and Unasterisked>
CotW is good. A bit too out there with the sort of "offmatching times" thing.
but the piano/keyboard along with the ambients
synth sound. that synth totally goes with the weed. the hard crunchy finish is
nice. energy. the way that the backing vocals
and the extra sound and piano creep in at the end is brilliant), even a synth
creeps in, excellent production.
wow i face an interesting question here: do all ow my respect of production
value overtake my actual feelings from the song?
Unfortunately I don't think it does.
<CotW moved to #3 spot and unasterisked>
That was awesome!
Just saved for safety and going to take a piss break and deal with other shit.
checking out: 9:07pm
quick note (9:08pm): used the wrong clock when checking out, and just put Dark
Side of the Moon to play in background
quick note (9:17pm) damn i've been blogging for an hour... crazy shit!
quick note (9:21pm) need to get another tiger barb, maybe it will calm this one
down... well maybe not initially they probably will fight over territory
initially... but if they got along it would probably be happier
quick note (9:24pm) one of the zebra dainyos is a leader, the other is a
follower. just watch them... its one always chasing the other, not the other way
around. also the plecostomus(es) have crazy eyes...
